Clocking in very minimal hours of sleep.

I cant deny that i'm feeling the anxiety, i need to work!!

But i'm getting nowhere, frustrating indeed.

I hope being stubborn with my ideals will pay off, real soon.

Whole again :D

Me
My family
Poh Sze Ying is coming back! finally!

Loneliness was ever existent throughout these months without her and bro.
All these years, i thought they were dependent on me. Only after they had embarked onto their respective path that it hit upon me that, I'm very much dependent on them as well. Without them to share my life, I seem to be lost, like in a deep dark hole.

I'm going to fetch her & .... myself back home :)

I know i'm supposed to be working/rewriting my cover letter! But the following is so much more impt to be noted for FUTURE usage!!!

If all work out, i hope that i will be able to deliver the following speech.

Never had I seen my friend so seriously considering all aspects and possibilities. Basically she was in a dilemma. I'm happy to see that though as i know that for the so many years that i had knew her, she was actually taking this seriously.

The past should not hinder her, as people move forward, carrying lessons learnt. All the past jerks are undeserving of her anyway, why should they be the stumbling blocks in her pursuit for the ONE?

At this moment, my feelings are beyond happiness. She had mustered the courage and that he, who is standing right beside her is indeed the ONE. He is the perfect (ok, maybe near 98%) one, caring without over-intruding, 'respectful', knowledgeable, looks (not too bad right) and so many more traits that everyone is looking for. Can I say that he is considered as near-extinct?

To be continued ~ still under observation


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THANK YOU, Dr Goh Keng Swee.

I regret not knowing you, your contributions to our nation, my HOME before your demise.

I teared reading the tribute to you on last saturday morning, out of sadness, admiration and boundless thankfulness. Thinking to myself, what a great man you were, your foresight, intelligence and determination were what had built our home. You retired before I was born, the years that you put in your ALL were problematic and difficult, I know, though I wasn't there. I can imagine the efforts you had put in wholeheartedly, it wasnt easy, you must had sacrificed certain parts of your life. Thank you.

The younger generation, my brothers and cousins in their teens may not understand how important you were, but i DO and i'm sure many out there as well and our younger generation will come to realise as they matures, reading more about you.

I hope that you will be included in the history books for our future generations to get to know you, and your massive contributions, making them understand how Singapore, our home, will not be what it's like without YOU. AND, of course to encourage their belonging to Singapore, just like your LOVE for the nation and the people, US.

Thank you, Dr Goh, ~ rest in peace ~

My heart ia aching. The good thing is, and the best way to treat my wound, to give up on her.
why should i bother, care about her? Guess i'm just too used to this responsibility.

i kind of know how my mum feels right now. Sorry mum.

SHe will only THINK of me when she needs help. What had she done right? Seldom, other than being the smartest. Wrong? countless times. And the best part is, she will somehow be able to turn the situation around, protraying herself as the victim, oh my, and stupid me will just forgive her over and over again.

ELDEST SISTERS ARE ALL DUMBOS.

Anyway, I wish her well, as i am so sure that i will not be crossing the same paths as her.

pfft.

I pray for my dear friend, ah fu's happiness, good health and blissful love always.

Low, that's what i'm feeling for the past few weeks.

A sucky feeling, other people's lives seems more fulfilling than mine. argh, what am I doing?

This is so not ME.

I just wish for perfection, but things never go my way. 

I need to cheer up; buck up, do something about my LIFE