My heart ia aching. The good thing is, and the best way to treat my wound, to give up on her.
why should i bother, care about her? Guess i'm just too used to this responsibility.

i kind of know how my mum feels right now. Sorry mum.

SHe will only THINK of me when she needs help. What had she done right? Seldom, other than being the smartest. Wrong? countless times. And the best part is, she will somehow be able to turn the situation around, protraying herself as the victim, oh my, and stupid me will just forgive her over and over again.

ELDEST SISTERS ARE ALL DUMBOS.

Anyway, I wish her well, as i am so sure that i will not be crossing the same paths as her.

pfft.