I guess time do really change people, our perceptions and feelings.
Those that i had thought will be eternity had been proven wrong recently.
Though this is saddening, I am accepting this and will move on.

Prob the other party will not feel likewise as there are other things that are of more importance. In any case, I appreciate the fact that eternity was thought as a possibilty.

Back from India, another heavily populated country. Different culture, lots of boo-boos and many unforgettable learning experiences.

Another big show coming up in April. Many OTs to come. I wish for less boo-boos onsite.

Juliet will be leaving for USA soon. Feel bad that i hadn't been able to meet her for the past few months. This coming meet up is a must for our last chance to catch up. Another dear fren going somewhere far off to pursue her dreams..

New Year with loads of blessings!

Happy new year to all! May e rat year bring you lots for you to root bout!
Chinese new year this yr had kinda lose the gong xi gong xi feel. I dunno if it's just me or its the whole atmosphere. Greetings were just limited to a mere 'Happy new year' and activities are just the usual '21 dian' and eating.
And as usual, the supposingly long chi new yr break is ending abruptly today. It's back to the real life of work work and more work. So depressing hor! haha. But i'm all geared up.

I had a terrible dream yest. Pretty silly and i think i had such dreams a couple of times before. It's.... bout me being late for work. and it's not just a couple of hrs. I was late for the whole day and i only managed to call my boss few mins before the end of the day. Argh, what a dream.. i was really worried that i will lose my job.
Thus, I had decided to set my chi new year resolutions.

1) Be on time for work, gatherings and whatever occasions
2) Attain driving license
3) Save up!! No more owing of $$
4) Spend more time with family and friends. I can't let my work affect my personal life. gotta show my 'neighbour' that it is possible.
5) and many more.. It's time to plan wisely for my future, both personal and work wise!

:D Gong Xi Gong Xi everyone!!

On my 1st day of 'freedom', I had to visit a dentist who talk to me in some medical language that I'm completely clueless bout. Only thing i know, i had to pop pills for the next 2 days and go for the surgery on fri nite. My 'stupid' wisdom tooth had been causing me pain for the past two days, both in my mouth and wallet. Freaking expensive!!! Yest's dentist quoted me $500 - $800 for my tooth. Today's dentist quoted me $300 - $600. Luckily, i din do it yest as the today's dentist said that it's better to do it when my swelling had subsided. Hai, the dentist yest was just out to earn my money man. anyway, before i had any surgery, i already spent 150 bucks on X-ray, painkillers and such. I'm officially very broke. With money already spent for office christmas gifts and impending christmas gifts for frenz and family, I really dunno how to survive thru the last days of 2007. and I do really wan to go on the short trip wif HC and gals:(

I really hate my tooth!

For Ah fu.. he's as usual, at his best! :D

I'm off to my hometown and will be back on fri.
May all be well and I can survive this.
Aja aja!! :D

Challenges - I will learn to face them. Be it if i fail or get thru it, I'm bound to learn something from it. I'm definitely looking forward to all these. In a way, this is what I had dreamt of. Though this causes some visible stress on my face, these are just minor sacrifices man. haha.
I'm so gonna make it! haha. I'm gonna fight all the mean ppl and win the war with the kind ppl. Well.. This is reality.

WOOOSH..AH! That's it. It's the start of my next 30 years in the wooorking world! Aja aja...:)

Can you think of and describe a situation where you’ve been creative/innovative and come up with ideas that are a bit out of the ordinary?

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I can't seems to fall asleep. so weird. How can? i should be super relaxed after the final exam yest. Unexpectedly, there wasnt any hurray aft the last exam though its the end of our studies as it's actually the start to another stage. I'm currently in a denial stage, i don't want to face the prospect of startin work a week later. I'm so gonna miss out on so many things. Need to run all my errands and meet up wif peeps within this wk!

Know it sounds crazy but i really feel like continuing to study, doin projs and sit for exams. These are so much easier.

i'm totally very very unsatisfied with IBM's customer warranty service. argh!

First, i found unknown progs in my laptop aft i sent in for repair of the lcd screen. Then, they ask me to reformat my hard disc and it become so lagged till it need 2hrs for warming up. Crazy or wat. 2hrs???? do i look as if i got so much free time to wait for this machine which was supposed to be a high peformance machine. bullshit man. i trusted that this will be a good brand with good after-sales service. Then, they wanted to charge me for reformatting. Don't they get it? i already tried reformatting, following their advice but it doesnt work AT ALL. They spoiled my blackie and still dare to charge me. NEVER in a million years and guess what did the girl say? it's out of goodwill that we will not charge you after discussion with the management. goodwill my foot, its your mistake!

Guess i should had purchase other brands instead which are cheaper but with better service. Take for instance, Ah fu's HP.

Crapped man. and the switchboard woman was sooo rude. i got missed calls from that ibm number. How will i noe who called me? can't u just say in a nicer tone? what kind of receptionist are you??? receptive, my foot.

Totally pissed. They better cure my dearie blackie to its 'high-performing' status dis time round .

My vocabulary is very limited. I dunno how to explain my turbulent feelings. 2 1/2 years had just passed by like, how sld i say? Lighting. It had been like SG's weather, 5/8 sunny, 2/8 thunderous and 1/8 windy. Surrounded by wonderful friends, getting to know them like I had never. They are the only ones i couldnt let go and also the cause for my sadness at this point. It's not like we will never meet anymore but memories just keep holding me back. Thinking of my impending future without them around, their support, jokes, laughter, accompaniment, will I still be able to move on? Will our friendship still remain the same? Once again, i became friends-dependent but i'll not weep and be strong with you guys.

W/o them to chope seats, lending me notes, completing proj cos of my chix pox and all the hours of waiting for me to start proj, i wouldnt had been here. THANK YOU! and deeply apologetic for all the hours wasted cos of my lateness..

I will never forget the time we spent together; all the encouragement, our dark sleeping bags, tiredness, sleepless nites, people staring, losing of voices, backaches, interesting info & gossips, jokes, overuse jokes, lameness, ah beng/lian mouses, lappys, plugs, late hours, games, best friends, food, tibits, dinno's fishy comics, study rooms, ktvs, the bugis/natl library trips, toilet aunties & meetings and many many more that we SHARED & EXPERIENCED together.

May our friendship last eternally just like pauline's meaningful gift of collage and that everybody will have a great future that we'll be building, accompanied by all the memories and knowledge we had attained together :) Toast to my crazy friends (CF)/SIM peeps! I will miss you guys lots. It had been the best 2 1/2 years:)

Love,
Sze Hui/ah bo/hup/hui/jus =)

I'm not too sure bout the complete version of, 'Roses are red, violets are blue' But i did find one in my autograph bk from years back.

Birds fly high

Hard to catch

Friends like you

Hard to find

haha. how poetic we were in those days!

As I travel my journey through life
I try to remember to be grateful for the things that are really important
I want you to know that one of the greatest blessings in my life is my friendship with you.
You are the person I call when I need to talk and I know that you will be there sometimes to 'just listen'.
You are the person that I can laugh with about the most important life events. You 'know me' and that saves words sometimes....
Thank you for sharing your friendship with me.
You are truly my best friend.

That's all anyone can ask for. You know who you are. I'm blessed:)

*Tolerance+++++++*

i really cannot stand this type of people. If you want to do it, go ahead and do it. and stop trying to protray that you are the only busy one around and the others are just shitty free. The world just doesnt revolve around you solely. I dunno what was wrong with me to think that you are not that bad afterall. I don't want to share any similarities with you, never now nor ever. That disgusted feeling bout you just came flowing back again. arghhh!

I believe it is my best decision made so far. I'm still a free spirit afterall. Guess i really overestimated or tried to deceive myself that i had changed.

Feel kinda bad that i din go for Melissa's baby shower but the naps had made me feel much better after the turbulent week. Yippee! :) Will definitely find time to meet up with her and her baby gal!!!

Got a haircut with ying yest. well.. not really a cut since there aint much difference & a post celebration for her bdae. oh my, the food really sucks. But well, the angels company made up for that. Happy birthday once again, my dear friend:) Ratatouille was really ratty but pretty awesome at the end. The only cartoon that i was looking forward to and din fall asleep even though it was pretty boring initially.

Before our cut at WARS!

The not-so-good food BUT very sweet company!

hAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
More pics will come when HC passed them around. These are the minimal pics i managed to take despite all the inteferences!! But wad can i say? everyone still look sweet despite their 'evilness'! haha

Kinda mountain tortoise but never knew that french language will sounds sooo gud in rappy songs. Its soo groovy as compared to the chi version by 'small pig' which i feel... sounds so beng. kinda cannot stand him who keep lamenting bout how gud he is and how hard he train for e dance in e 'bet on it' mv. when, in my opinion, there isnt much dancing in the 1st place. haa. he sld look at aaron bef sayin all these man. hee :P

The song pretty sounds like a 'updated' version of michael jackson's era of songs man.
Anyway, here's e french version. cant wait to see hsm2, i BET that it will be as gud or even better than HSM1!!!

i'm very awake now. VERY! All thanks to the 2hrs nap i took after dinner. Wat a peaceful nap man. No disturbances which is so seldom in my super noisy poh's family. Well, it was all explained when i awoke, shanghai knights! Only jackie chan's has this appeal man. wait! i must correct myself, it only works on the 2 Mr Pohs.

Anyway, i missed houses of harmony. Luckily, part 2 will be showed tml. Yippee, i finally won't miss part 2. Hadnt been able to catch it despite the constant re-runs on SCV. Haha. but now, finally, i can watch it on the local channel.

Had great fun yest nite wif sim peeps. think shed some kilos aft all the jittering and constant walkabouts yest. haha. will post the pics once i receive them. * i LIKE ah fu's shimmering pics slideshow. Starry starry! and i think i know which are the pictures that she like most. :) heehee

My right eye is twitching now. Being super awake, i decided to find out the cause of my twitching.

Found this webby that actually tell us the myth behind the our twitching at different timings of the day. *Very interesting. Previously, i only remember somethin bout good/bad luck that is associated with the left/right eye twitching. Never knew there were more to this myth.

Check it out: http://www.geocities.com/fengshuiprofessional/twitchingeye.htm

And being very rational...presenting the scientific explanation: http://www.eyecaresource.com/conditions/eye-twitching/causes.html

Mmh. the dry eye part might be true but 'fatigue and lack of sleep' are totally untrue. *for now.

Just conquered another korean serial today. I'm off to start another and hopefully, it will make me sleep. haha. I always have the tendency to fall asleep in front of my fav blasting companion.

Looking up at the clear sky when i alighted from 52, instead of taking my normal hasty steps home, i slowed down, the beauty of the dusk make me realise.. realise how lucky that i'm able to see.

It hits me at that point that it is possible that i might lose this gift. i dunno where did this fear came from. Cos of the mysterious redness in my eyes? Cos of my insecurites? Cos i don't even recognise myself in the mirror?

It's relaxing that i haven had work for a while but its pretty weird after the fully packed previous semester.. work, school, projects which filled up my every minute. I prefer that life.

'I dunno le' had been my favourite line recently, seems that my brain is really in need of some restruturing and tonics. Argh, now i'm trying to remember this chim word from our morning discussions but i just can't.

Ok. enuff, i think i'm losing it.

A lil tribute to my dearie lesbian fren, Ms Daphne Kwan Sze Hua that is, i hope, smiling in the Land of Smiles. Though we r not celebrating ur birthday on your special day, i reckon its pretty cool to be celebrating in a foreign land. Well, it kinda fulfill ur wish of travelling out on ur birthday, rite? Haa, though, of course, its not the exact description of ur wish.

Nevertheless, i'll like to wish u a super delightful birthday with a wunnerful year ahead with surprises, happiness and blissfulness (mmh, they all kinda seems to have the same meaning ya? haa. but I know u will get what i'm trying to say..)

Daphne Kwan, a fren that just seems to be heaven sent, someone who is total opposite of me but who can understand and click with me, her opposite.

Mmh..Words to describe her: Attractive, cool, super street-smart, independent, very 'onz', somewhat irritating &....... so ah lian (ok..just sometimes la)!

She had been this pattern from as long as I knew her, but no matter wat, even if u gonna change one day, i'm still gonna LOVE u the same. Ooh. ppl r so gonna start speculating bout my sexual disposition.

Finally, a belated birthday song for YOU, one & only for u!!
Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Ms Kwan, happy birthday to you!!!! Muackz :) Now..u know what i meant by we are complete opposites.

Think i gotta swallow my words and leave them as reserves in my stomach. After reading grace's straits times with the NDP photos, i realised that the NDP was actually full of new and interesting stuff. The water stunts... The kites.. the commandos from the bridge... the fireworks... Oh my, i'm so gonna catch the repeat telecast.

Another add-on.. never knew that my bestie fren, ah kuek is a superstar in making. haha! pls see http://www.ndp.org.sg/home.html and u will understand what i mean.. Good job, ah kuek and SSA gang! so can feel the 'warmth' from 7hrs away!

And i saw this report which is provided by grace's straits times once again. thanks goodness that she bought today's 'HOME' section or we'll have missed this! Guess this pic is not too clear, kuek, but i just wanna show u that we all saw and read it! Guess u can see it on straits times interactive too:)

Happy birthday, Singaporeans!!

Was looking forward to this year TV telecast of NDP. The anticipation was created from the disappointment that i couldnt get tickets to watch NDP live in even any of the previews and also of the new venue.

But alas. i fall asleep for the 1st half of the parade. For the 2nd half of the parade, i was engrossed with my dinner. I only remembered watching Kit Chan and the fireworks. And that was the only times that i remembered my whole family gathering in front of the tv.

I'm not sure if the change in venue had dampen my spirits for this year's NDP. The venue which is much smaller makes the parade lost the majestic and 'Singaporean' touch that had always overwhelmed me when i attend the parade in our National stadium or Padang. Though Padang is also a smaller venue, the feeling was still there.

This year's parade seems like an over-the-top display of Sentosa's musical fountain. Even the fireworks doesnt seems to be lighting up the sky.

We even caught bored students who perform with pure sian-ness. It was the funniest part of the evening.

Nevertheless, the lightings still amaze me. Other than this, i'm sorry to say that despite the huge amount of efforts, its a huge disappointment.

I believe that if changes are made to the NDP program, lesser ppl will be travelling out during this long hols break. Instead of always having the parachuters, followed by march-in, costumed kids forming images, singing of the theme song and finally fireworks, there could be more ignition of creativity into the program. I sooo can memorise the program flow.

Let's show that Singapore can be creative too!!

But no matter wat, I still heart this little red dot, my home...and NDP serve the purpose of reminding me of this.